cold winter

It's again a cold winter.. I felt it this time, even more because it has been rainy days for the past week. Not sure if the weather continues, if my heart will die or florish after the rain.
Most of the time it is quite hard to put in the exact feeling, or facts because of my limited vocabulary strength. I am too old to pick up new words as those in my repository is keep missing as my age grow.
The cold winter starts with many many incidents.
The politic at work.. not at colorful as narnia, but it is enough to make me laugh at those people what is in their mind ??? I am fortunately safe from the whirlpool this round. Not knowing whether I will be safe next time. Keep reminding myself don't get near to that..

The winter will soon be over, if I am hardworking. The winter will soon be over if I have more courage. The winter will soon be over if I knew what I wanted to do with myself. Yes, as much as I enjoy the winter.. please let it be over.